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Date:2011-01-01 09:23
Subject:HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :)
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Mood: cold

 New Year Resolution 2010
-Get a SIX PACK [of soda, yet again!] -- NOPE
-Pass ALL my classes -- YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, AND EAT LOTS! <3 - OF COURSE :)
-Continue traning for NINJA WARRIORS [neverending!] -- I would like to think so!!
-Exercise at least two times a week! -- I think I mostly accomplished this... plus or minus a few weeks. ;)
-Work 10 hours/week! -- YES, I was a good girl.
-COOK COOK COOK - Work in progress
-Bake STEEL BLUE-RIBBON-WORTHY COOKIES!! --  WIP
-Stop procrastinating [so much] -- baby steps!!!!

New Year Resolution 2011
I would have to pretty much copy my list from 2010 and a few extras....
-Get a SIX PACK [of soda, yet again!]
-Pass ALL my classes
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, AND EAT LOTS! <3
-Continue traning for NINJA WARRIORS [neverending!]
-Exercise at least two times a week!
-Work 10 hours/week!
-COOK COOK COOK 
-Bake STEEL BLUE-RIBBON-WORTHY COOKIES!!
-Stop procrastinating [so much]
-Graduate!!!
-Find a entry-level engineering job OR construction-related job OR another internship

This year was pretty good overall.  :)  I fell in love with Sam and I am super happy! :D  By the way, it's super cold right now!!!!!

-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2010-01-01 01:27
Subject:Happy New Year!! 2010!!
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Mood: happy

New Year Resolution 2009
-Get a SIX PACK [of soda] -- Attempt #88
.:: According to this resolution, I have been attempting this for 88 years now. Surprisingly this year, I achieved this goal (times 2!). I had to go to the store with one of my teammates for a project. We ended up getting a 12 pack of soda! Does this mean I don't have to make this one of my resolutions anymore?
-Pass ALL my classes [C's get degrees] -- yUmm YumM YUmm. :]
.:: Thank goodness C's get degrees!
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, and EAT LOTS! <3
.:: CHECK! :]
-CONTINUE training for NINJA WARRIORS.
.:: Oh yes!
-Exercise (at least two times a week!)
.:: Oh NO! :[ It happened in the beginning, then this horror thing called HOMEWORK got in the way! >.
-Work 10 hours/week (which is what I'm supposed to do). hahahah. :]
.:: I was actually pretty good this year! WooO~ :D
-COOK COOK COOK!~ :]
.:: Define COOK. I used the microwave quite often!
-Bake BLUE -RIBBON-worthy cookies. ;]
.:: I'm at a light, light, light, gray blue!
-Start logging ALL the things I eat in my FOOD JOURNAL
.:: Oh my! It happened for maybe a month or two?! Then.. who knows. :/


New Year Resolution 2010
-Get a SIX PACK [of soda, yet again!]
-Pass ALL my classes
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, AND EAT LOTS! <3
-Continue traning for NINJA WARRIORS [neverending!]
-Exercise at least two times a week!
-Work 10 hours/week!
-COOK COOK COOK
-Bake STEEL BLUE-RIBBON-WORTHY COOKIES!!
-Stop procrastinating [so much]



There were a lot of ups and downs this year! Guy problems! Definitely a NO-NO for 2010!

School: Must stay focused, focused, focused!
Work: It's been 1 year and 6 months! Oh, I have a beautiful relationship with WORK. As for a raise, there is not one in sight. Our love is pretty much at a standstill. ;[
LOVE: Jessica Simpson - Irresistable pretty much describes this area of my life, but on a slightly lower scale. ;] I'm pretty sure he is not into me, so maybe I will just give up on this. I hear there are "plenty of fish in the sea", too bad I don't have a fishing rod. I am lacking this very important tool as I have caught ZERO fish.


Watched Avatar, Sherlock Holmes, and The Blind Side yesterday! MmMm.. :]

Craving:
-PHO
-Egg Custard
-DIM SUM!!!





-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2009-09-08 20:28
Subject:A lovely update...
Security:Public
Mood: cheerful

Just a lil update of my wonderful life.

What a great summer it has been -- aside from suffering both summer sessions, surviving a car accident (in which I hit a parked car), and getting tortured at work, I have yet another great tale to tell.

Good Morning:
I woke up, tired, with crusty eye-boogers lining my eyes and slowly crawled outta bed.  I got ready, ate my daily gourmet meal containing of milk and bunches of honey oats.  In other words, I ate Honey Bunches of Oats cereal with milk, of course.  I finished eating, logged onto facebook, twitter, and the channel933 website (to rack up points), changed my clothes, then I was off to work.  I left the same time as my dad, who had to drive my brother to the trolley.

I backed outta the garage, drove to the gate, and waited for it to open.  My dad, who apparently didn't see me, started to back out of his parking spot, hitting me in the process.  There was a loud thunk.  I was sitting there wondering what the heck happened!  My dad ran outta his truck asking me if I was okay.  I was, of course.  I am invincible.  Anyway, my side mirror shifted, so he pushed it back into place and said it was okay to drive.  I went off to work.  After getting to work I went outta the car and checked to see the damages. HOLY MOLY!~  My dad did some damage!  For those who are curious, this is what it looks like ==> http://twitpic.com/h0j2f.  Pretty, isn't it?!  It is a work of art.

.:: This section is where I tell of my wonderful work life ::.  I better not bore you with the details.

I came home and ate some food.  Then I drive me and my sister to our new dentist, so we could fill out some paperwork.  I got to the place and tried to park.  I can honestly say I successfully FAILED at it.  There just wasn't enough space!  I got frustrated and just parked at the Albertsons (which was pretty much across the street), then my sister and I walked to the dentist office.  We went in and only the doctor was there.  He told us to wait for the receptionist.  We waited and waited, and finally she came in.  We filled out our information, then we were done.

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GIST of the story: I had TWO car accidents in ONE summer.  I don't know how it happened, but it did.  When you look at my car, you would think I am the worst driver ever!  Oh well.. I guess it tells people to LEAVE ME ALONE and BACK OFF because I AM TROUBLE!  waaaaa!~  :D

On another note, I sent Jeniene a message on facebook telling her I needed some of her information so I could fill out a form for the DMV regarding our accident.  A couple days had passed, so I decided to text her.  Last night she replied with "ok-no problem" at approximately 7:23PM.  It is currently 8:25PM, and I still don't have an email response.  I don't know why she said she would do it, when clearly it's already been well over 24 hours and nothing!  >.<!~

I need to forget about BEN.  Even tho he is pretty much amazing; I will most likely never see him again.  Good bye, Ben.  I will miss you!  hahaha.  ;]

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-A Goofy Movie is playing on TV right now.  <3
-America's Got Talent is about to come on in about 30 mins.
-The Big Bang Theory is pretty much amazing!!~  :D
-Greek is sooo addicting!
-How I Met Your Mother is pretty funny.  :]

Good bye LIVEJOURNAL (for now)!


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2009-08-28 22:51
Subject:Update - Car Accident
Security:Public
Mood: giddy

 

I haven't updated this thing in forever.  I just thought about livejournal today and decided to swing by.  My page hasn't changed at all, very suave and awesome, if I do say so myself.  And yes, I do say so.  XD

 

August 4, 2009

It was the second day of the Summer Session II at UCSD, and the first day of MAE131A.  I got up and went to work at approximately 8:00AM +/- 5 minutes. After work I decided to try my luck and park at Gilman.  I got there and it was full!~  I searched the whole 6th floor and nothing.  >.<!~  I started panicking 'cause it was already 11:00AM and I knew I was gonna be super late.  The next sentence will describe how much of an idiot I was.  I was talking on the phone, freaking out (which is what I do best), and not paying attention -- I hit a parked car while reversing.  So yeah.. I left the parking lot, and reparked my car at Revelle, which is freakin across campus.  -.-"  I noticed there was damage on my car.  I walked back to Gilman, sweating like crazy, and saw that I left damage on their car.  I wrote them a note.  Upon finishing my note, I started to head to class when I saw this lady approach the car.  I rushed up to her asking if it was her car and told her I was sorry (times a million).  She said it wasn't the owner; she was a witness.  She said she reported me to UCSD Campus Police, and told me to call a number.  I called and told them I was with the lady that reported me.  We had a short talk, and then I left.  I went to class and ended up being 30 mins late.  And to think, if I just parked at Revelle from the very start I would have spared myself all this trouble and end up being only 10 mins late.  Oh how the world works.  >.<!~

 

So... long story short.. turns out I hit Jeniene's car.  I know her from class, how embarrassing!  :/  So yeah.. we agreed that I would just pay the damages and not get our insurance involved.

 

A Couple of Weeks Later...

Geiko called me and left me a voice message.  Apparently Jeniene reported the accident without telling me.  I was super pissed off when I listened to the message.  I called Jeniene, but she didn’t pick up; so I texted her.  I told my parents and they were pissed off too.  How could she report it and not tell me?!  My dad said that she’s just trying to rip me off – take my money as well as the insurances’.  So yeah.. later Jeniene called me back.  She explained to me that she got a couple of estimates and said it was over $2000.  You can imagine how shocked I was.  Even tho I don’t have a picture to prove the damage to her car wasn’t that bad, I know it wasn’t $2000 worth!  OMG!~  So yeah.. she said she decided to report it without telling me ‘cause the damages were so much.  I know she was just trying to be nice, but it would have been better if she could tell me before hand before Geiko called and surprised me.  -.-“

 

 

 

August 28, 2009

Today was hectic day.  I woke up around 7:00AM in hopes of finishing my formal lab report, which was due later today at 3:00PM.  I ended up procrastinating a bit before I actually started to work.  Not smart – considering the fact that I also had an appointment with Allstate today to talk about my damages and to get an estimate at 1:00PM.  So.. I worked on my report, and was close to finishing, until 12:45PM crept around the corner.  I dragged Helen along with me and we were off.  I got to the office about 5 mins late.  I met my mom there.  So.. the estimate took about 40 minutes.  The lady was examining the car and making notes of the damages… the estimate for the damages turned out to be about $580.  That was pretty low considering what my dad and I thought it would be.  So yeah, after that was over with, I drove back home and got there at about 2:00PM.  I rushed to put the finishing touches on my paper… who knew it would take so long.  2:30PM rolled around.  I printed it and rushed out the door – taking Helen, of course.  I was speeding on the freeway trying to make it on time.  I got to school and just parked my car.  I told Helen to stay in the car so I wouldn’t get a ticket and ran to class.  I made it and turned my paper in at approximately 2:53PM!  7 minutes to spare.  I am amazing!  :D  I looked like a total wreck!  I was hoping Ben wasn’t there to see me.  Turns out he was!  I said HIII to him and smiled.  :]  It was the highlight of my day.

 

 

 

For those of you that don’t know, Ben is the lab TA.  I also had him for a TA in Physics 2A.  He is pretty amazing and funny.  I’m pretty much in like with him right now.  I’m assuming this phase will pass by Tuesday because it will be the last day I will see him.  So sad.  Why is he sooo freakin awesome?! XD  And, I just wanted to say.. he’s ONLY 4 years older than me!  Not too bad, I don’t think.  ;]

 

 

-TIF's FUNNY

 

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Date:2009-01-14 22:27
Subject:Happy Birthday to ME. :]
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Mood: stressed

 Happy Birthday to ME!!~  :]

yayayayyayayayay!!~  I'm 20!  :D
I'm done with those teenage years!  I've been promoted.  XD

Steven: You know why my soup is so hot?
Tiffany: 'cause I'm sitting right here
Steven: NO~ 'cause I'm holding it right now

Steven: You know why it's so hot?
Tif: 'cause I was born.
Tif: Global warming started when I born
Steven: i thought of it first! 
Tif: then why didn't you say it?
Steven: 'cause I thought you would say 'I don't know'



stupid phySUCKS!~  >.<!~

-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-12-31 23:40
Subject:New Years Resolution 2009
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Mood: tired

Looking Back 2008 Resolutions
-get a six pack [ of soda ].. even tho i don't drink it.  ;]
.:: Although this is an easy task and has been on the list for the past few years, I've never been able to do it.  ;]
-pass ALL my classes [ C's get degrees]
.:: Darnn.. it was sooo~ close.  Too bad I had to fail SE 125.  :[
-train for NINJA WARRIORS! hahaha.  =]
.:: hahahaha.. define "train".  ;]
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, and EAT LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!
.:: YES YES and YES!~~  :]
-go to coronado!  for reals.  ;]
.:: Mission Accomplished!
-EXERCISE!!!!!! [at least two times a week]
.:: ehhh.. it started off that way until SCHOOL and WORK got in the way.  >.<!~



New Years Resolution 2009
-Get a SIX PACK [of soda] -- Attempt #88
-Pass ALL my classes [C's get degrees] -- yUmm YumM YUmm.  :]
-BE HAPPY, SMILE, and EAT LOTS!  <3
-CONTINUE training for NINJA WARRIORS.
-Exercise (at least two times a week!)
-Work 10 hours/week (which is what I'm supposed to do). hahahah.  :]
-COOK COOK COOK!~  :]
-Bake BLUE -RIBBON-worthy cookies.  ;]
-Start logging ALL the things I eat in my FOOD JOURNAL

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Reflection:
School: Pretty hectic.  Stressful.  Too much work and too much thinking!  I'm glad I've survived this far!
Work: Got my FIRST JOB this year.  :]  Even though I've been ditching work a lot fall quarter, I still haven't gotten fired **knock on air**  I'm pretty content with my job.. mainly because it's on campus, so they understand I don't always have time to work.  XD
LOVE Life: Pretty much nonexistent. hahahah.  I did have a stalker over during summer session II, but yeah.. he was a creep.  =X  There was also a lil something going on with me and Kevin for a lil bit (beginning of Fall Quarter), but that didn't last long.  :(  I guess things happen for a reason.  After everything that happened between us, I finally realized he's not that one for me.


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-12-31 22:58
Subject:Happy New Year Eve + Six Flags!
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Mood: sore

Update:

December 31, 2008:
What better way to spend the last day of 2008 than to go to SIX FLAGS MAGIC MOUNTAIN!~   :]  It was soo~ funnn.  XD  Went with Helen, Steven, Lillian, Alex, and Stephanie.  Last night I went to sleep at 9:15, so I could get my FULL 8 HOURS of sleep.  In theory, my plan was perfect.. in reality it didn't work out quite like I planned.  :/  I tried to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep for a while.  Later Helen came up to sleep.. she put my "protector" pillow over my face, so of course I woke up.  So yeah.. then me and Helen ended up talking until 1-ish.  She knocked out before me.  :(  Eventually I fell asleep, then woke up at 5:15AM.  >.<!~

Got ready, ate, then headed to Lillian's house.  Got there, waited for Lillian to eat, then we were off to Stephanie's house.  Took about 2 hours.. we went to grab some BAO, then we headed to Six Flags.  :]  We started off with VIPER, then made our way around.  XD  Later we met up with ALex at Superman.. and yeah.  We just went on rides, took a small eating break, and yeah.

Short Overview:
Batman: Made me dizzy
Tatsu: NOT SAFE!~  >.<!~
Scream: Headache and dizziness.
Riddler's Revenge: Not as bad as I thought it would be.  :]
Superman: Kinda scary going up.  Not that bad.
Colossus: Freakin' Belmont Park! NOT STABLE!!!!!!!
Gold Rusher: <3<3<3
Goliath: The first drop = freakin' scary!
Ninja: Okay. hahah.  :]
Revolution: Okay.  :]
Viper: accks.. okay.  :]

Afterwards, we all went to eat at Denny's.  Lillian drove us back to her place, then I drove me, Helen, and Steven home.  There was a slight detour, but everything was okay.  :]

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Christmas 2008:

Went to Samantha's house and had dinner with Uncle Michael and his family, and Stephanie's family.  :]


Fall 2008 Grades:
ENVR 30 - A
MATH 20D - B-
PHYS 2A - C-
SE 125 - F  <--- :(

Winter 2009:
MATH 20F
SE 9
SE 101A
PHYS 2B/2BL

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Winter Break Relaxation:
Taiwanese DRAMAS!~  <3
-HOT SHOT!~
-Miss No Good
-Smiling Pasta

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Ironman: Not as great as everyone makes it out to be.  -.-"  I don't really get what all the hype is all about
Eagle Eye: It kinda reminded me of I, Robot.  I thought it was better than Ironman.
Wall-E: It was actually pretty okay. :]
Kung Fu Panda: hahahaha.  :]

========

My whole body's sore!  >.<!~

SHOW LUO



-TIF's FUNNY



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Date:2008-11-14 23:44
Subject:Conclusion
Security:Public
Mood: melancholy

So....it's pretty much finalized that Kevin DOES in fact like someone.  It hurts.  The other night when I went on facebook I saw his status say that she hacked his account.  I got soo~ pissed off.  I asked him if she knew his password.  I wrote him a lot of messages, some of them really personal and emotional.  So yeah.. he said he was with her the whole time and he didn't let her see anything.  That hurts too.. the fact that he was with her.  :(  I guess it's finally time to move on.  I've been saying that for the past year ++, but I mean.. he's obviously found someone else.  i can't wait around forever.  He's broken my heart too many times and I can't forgive him for that.  Yesterday we had a talk in person.  I was pretty much crying the whole time, while he was just standing there watching me.  It was hard to express in words how I felt and some of them didn't get thru clearly.. but we tried our best to resolve our problem.  He told me I could tell him anything.. but things are different now.. and I can't.  If I keep getting mad at him.. I'm just gonna push him away.  But who knows.. maybe that's a good thing.  :(

I guess the reason it hurts so much is because he's someone I can trust and tell everything to.  He's always there for me.. to listen to me and to laugh with/at me.  I don't wanna lose him, but I guess it already happened.

Today after class I just went to UTC with Rina.  We walked around and shopped, then ate.  After we went back to her place and just hung out and ate some more.  It was pretty funn.  :]

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Had my SE midterm yesterday.  It was fudgering hardd!~~  >.<!~  OMG......I can't slack off anymore!  This quarter's killing me.  >.<!~

I love ENCHANTED!~  :]  I will not dub that as my SECOND FAV MOVIE.  :]

Upcoming Events:
-PHYSICS WEEKEND
-1117 // ENVR Presentation
-1118 // PHYS Quiz
-1121 // Math Midterm
-1124 // ENVR Paper Due


-TIF's FUNNY-

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Date:2008-11-07 19:36
Subject:Update
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Mood: melancholy

WOW~  It's been a while since I posted an entry.  Quick lil breakdown on what's been going on...

Halloween:
Halloween was pretty funnn.  :]  After class I went over to Sam's place and just hung out there for while.  Then afterwards he drove me to DEL MAR so we could go to the House of Horror with some of his friends.  OMG.. I was scared the whole time.  Good thing Ammarah was there to hold my hand!  hahahah.. It was funn tho.  :]  Later we hung out there for a bit.. then we all left.  Me and Sam with to this PHO place in Mira Mesa and ateeeeeee.  We went back to school... we talked for a bit.. then I headed home.

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I've been failing my physics quizzes.  darnn!~  BUT!~  Yesterday I checked my quiz 6 score and I finally got a 4!~  I was sooo happy.  That means there's still hope for me.  I'm happy and scared at the same time!~

Just had my environmental studies midterm today.  I'm glad I wasn't late to class!~  I've been late for the past two weeks.. so yeah.. hahah.. It took me the whole time to finish!~  I had no time to waste.  XP

I have my SE midterm on Thursday!~  I have to study like crazyyY!~~

The following week I have my math midterm!~  Accks.. it just never ends.  darnn.  =/

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So....I've been seeing Kevin a lot lately.  I still have feelings for him and he knows it.  I have a feeling he likes someone else.. I'm gonna ask him about it.  I need to get things settled.  What bothers me is the fact that he would flirt with me, tell me he doesn't wanna hurt me, then potentially like someone else.  I dunno... we'll see what happens...

-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-10-17 23:57
Subject:TODAY
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Mood: tired

Woke up, got ready, ate, then headed off to school.  I went to Environmental Studies.  Prof lectured, I took notes, then it was time to go.  I headed over to CALC Lab to finish the remaining TWO problems I could not figure out.  >.<!~  When I got there there were no tutors in there.  There were already about 15 people in there waiting.  So then I just waited and attempted to solve the problems.  No luck.  :(  About 15 mins later, this guy asked if anyone was taking Math20B.  I said that I already took it and that I could try and help him.  So then, he asked me about polar problems.  Luckily I helped Kevin with it yesterday, so I knew how to do it.  So then I tried to explain it to him.. but I dunno if he fully understood it.. I didn't know how much clearer I could be.  -_-  But yeah... I actually DO like helping people (when I know how to do it), so I felt very accomplished and happy.  :]  So yeah.. later two tutors came in.  One of them helped me with one of the problems, but then I had to leave to head off to my next class.

Physics was okay, somewhat confusing.  I tried my best to concentrate and understand, and I'm pretty sure I understand circular motion.. so that's a start.  :)  Then came math.  Math midterm next Wednesday!  eeks.  I'm pretty scared.  At least we get a half-page cheatsheet!  yay!~  :]

Went with Linda to AP&M.  She was gonna turn in her HW and I was gonna go to office hours, to get my remaining question.  We walked over there, then we waited for the elevator.  A whole group of people went in, so then we waited for the next one.  15 seconds later the elevator doors opened, and there was the same group of people.  The people who were waiting laughed and the people in the elevator were confused.  Then a few people stepped out and a few others took their place.  So then the elevator closed.. then 15 seconds later, opened again.  The same bunch of people!  Again... they tried.  So after that, they realized the elevator was broken.  We all took the stairs.  Me and Linda walked up 6 levels!  it was pretty tiring, but good exercise!  XP

So yeah.. I went to office hours.  During office hours, I figured out how to do the problem, so then I left.  I went to Geisel and started taking notes for physics.  Later went to discussion, then went home.

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The Drive:
During the drive home on the 805S.  I thought I saw my mom's car.  So then I switched lanes and sped up to see her license plate.. and it was!  So then I decided I wanted to beat her home.  I changed lanes and sped up.  I was going pretty good.. then traffic!  So then... I thought I was far ahead, but right before the exit, she suddenly appeared right behind me!!  >.<!~  So then after we exited, I was ahead of her.  But then there was traffic.. she switched lanes and got head.  SO yeah.. she got home 10 seconds before me!  darnnn.  And I thought I would win. BUU~~  >.<!~

Jammed pack homework/studying this weekend.  :(


Happy Birthday Cathy!!~~  :]



-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-10-17 00:02
Subject:Update
Security:Public
Mood: sleepy

So I haven't updated in a while.  -.-

Monday:
900-950 // ENVR30 [L]
1000-1050 // ENVR30 [D]
1100-1150 // PHYS2A [L]
1200-1250 // MATH20D [L]
1345-1800 // WORK
1900-2100 // PHYS2A [PB]

Tuesday:
800-930 // WORK
1000-1200 // OASIS
1200-1250 // MATLAB
1300-1420 // SE125
STUDY STUDY STUDY
2000-2100 // PHYS QUIZ

Wednesday:
900-950 // ENVR30 [L]
1100-1150 // PHYS2A [L]
1200-1250 // MATH20D [L]
1300-1420 // SE125
1500-1800 // WORK

Thursday:
800-930 // WORK
1000-1200 // OASIS
1200-1250 // MATH20D [D]
1300-1420 // SE125
STUDY STUDY STUDY

Friday:
900-950 // ENVR30 [L]
1100-1150 // PHYS2A [L]
1200-1250 // MATH20D [L]
1300-1400 // MATH OFFICE HOURS
1500-1550 // PHYS2A [D]

WORK:
All is well.  My work schedule has been changing every week!  BUT... I think I finally have an official work schedule. hahah.  Darnn.. even though 10 hr/wk isn't that much, it feels like it's sucking a lot of my time!!  I'm soo stressed.  :(   I'm going to be taking time off work next week to catch up with everything.  Plus, I have my math midterm!  eeks!  :(

ENVR30:
Haven't really done much for the class.  I usually start off my Saturdays by reading and answering the article questions.  That's as much as I've done.  -_-  Paper due in about 1.5 weeks.. 5 pages.. haven't started yet.  I'm just wayy too busy!  >.<!~  

Math20D:
Having a pretty difficult time.  My first two HW's I've been getting C's.  :(  Matlab#1 5/6, and Matlab#2 3/6.  -_-  So yeahh.. Midterm next week, October 22.  :(  Gotta study!!  Oasis has been helping a bit.. so that's good.  :]

PHYS2A:
Quiz#2 - 4/8
Quiz#3 - 1/8

Enough said.  I'm pretty sad right now.  SE major who COMPLETELY SUCKS AT PHYSICS.  -_-

SE125:
Pretty tough.  I stayed up all night last night trying to finish all the HW.  I couldn't finish.  I woke up early and tried to finish (didn't go to work), but I couldn't.  I just don't understand it!  :(  HW#1 - 61/100.  :/  darnn.  :(

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Hung out with Sam last week.  I just went to his place.  We were just talking/hang out.  Darnn.. we talk wayyy too much!! hahah.  :]

Today after class, I went to the library to study with Kevin.  I was helping him in math, while trying to do my own math. hahah.  XP

So much to do, so little time...


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-10-05 12:20
Subject:Conclusion
Security:Public
Mood: crappy

So.. last night I called Kevin so we could talk about what happened.  I asked him if he was just messing with me or using me.  He said he didn't know if it was real or not.  That hurt me a lot.  I started crying.  I told him that I was really confused and that I'm the one who always ends up getting hurt.  Umm. but yeah.. at the end, he said that he thinks we're better off as just friends.  I said okay.  I cried a lot last night.  Even though I just want to be friends with him, I still have feelings for him.. but for him, I guess he was just messing around.  That's what hurts me the most.  I thought I could trust him.  I never thought he would do anything like that.  I guess I was wrong.  I guess I don't know him at all.

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Date:2008-10-04 09:47
Subject:This Week...
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Mood: crappy

I hung out with Vanessa on Monday after work.  We just had some Jamba Juice and talked for over an hour.  We were trying to catch up since we haven't seen each other in forever!  It was pretty good talking to her again.  :]

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This has been a super stressful week.  Trying to get all my hw and readings done on time is super hard!  This week, I did my math hw, and read for structural engineering, and read for physics.  Today and tomorrow I gotta DO my physics HW and do the readings for environmental studies (which I have been neglecting).  -_-

I even had an emotional/mental breakdown this week.  It was all after getting an email from OASIS saying I got in.  That meant I had to change my work schedule, which took me forever to put together in the first page.  Then the fact that I still needed to do my math hw and I wasn't even half way done stressed me out even more!  I finally broke down and started to cry.  I called Helen and started breaking down.  ;_;

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I hung out with Chung on Thursday.  We just went to eat at Croutons after I was done with class.  We just talked and ate.. it was pretty nice.  :)  Afterwards, he asked if I wanted to go to the mall with him, Nghia and Will.  I said I had HW to do -- since math hw was due the next day and I still needed 1.5 sections!  >.<!~  So yeah, we met with with Nghia, Will, Christina (?), and Tiffany and went on the shuttle.  I left and went to Albertsons to buy the water that was supposed to be on sale.  When I got there, there was nothing left, so I just got a raincheck.  Later that night, my mom and Steven came home.  They went too and didn't get anything.  We went to the Albertsons in Lemon Grove.  There was no water, but we did buy two packs of cookies and GRAPEFRUIT JUICE!~  <3  It was on sale.. and was pretty cheap at the end! YAY!~

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Yesterday, I was going to go the Lupe Fiasco (?) concert, but then I went to the movies with Kevin.  I called him after class.. then we went to my car.  We had a bit of a rough start.  He said he was tired of me not making decisions.  He made me feel so bad about myself that I started to cry.  I was pretty upset.  We were just sitting in my car.. then finally he just started to drive.  He ended up taking us to Fashion Valley.  I apologized.. then we went to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.  During the movie, he put his arm around me.  Then he told me he wanted me.. I didn't know what to do.  I was just sitting and watching the movie.  Then suddenly we kissed.  I was just so caught up in the moment.  I mean.. in the beginning I did push him away and I said no.. but then.. it didn't last.  :(  We also watched this other movie.. I have no idea what it's called.  We were still acting 'couple-y', which was bad.  -_-

After the movies, we went to eat at Ruby's.  We both acting like nothing happened.  I didn't really know what to say to him.. 'cause a lot of things happened between us.  We ordered and ate.  Then he drove back to his house.  We were sitting in the car for a while.  Then he went to the back to sleep while I was in the front.  I was thinking about everything.  I know what we did was wrong.  I feel soo bad.  I don't wanna be the kind of person that does that kinda stuff.  I feel like he doesn't even wanna be with me or anything, that he was just using me.  :(  Later I went home, took a shower, brushed my teeth, and then called Helen.  I told her about Kevin.. and she was pretty mad at me, calling me a slut.  After we hung up, I tried calling Kevin.  His phone was still dead, so I left him a text message, saying what we did was wrong and that we needed to talk.

:_;  Too much drama that I don't wanna be in.  I just wanna focus on school right now and not worry about anything.  -_-

WEEKEND HW:
-ENVR30 - readings and questions
-PHYS2A - HW
-SE125 - HW and reading



-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-09-25 20:28
Subject:First Day of Class
Security:Public
Mood: tired

Today was the first day of class.  Tried to wake up early and go to work, but it didn't really work out that well.  Yes, I did get up earlier than usual, but it didn't help me get to work by 7:30!  I ended up getting there at 8:30.  Good part: I got to hear the 933 Keyword of the Day, which by the way is UGLY. hahah.  So, got to work, and began working on the EA 3.2 LEED Credit.  Left work around 12:15, went to my car to put away my stuff, then ate some food.  After, walked to class.

SE125
Attempt#2.  Taking the class with Nghia.  It seems like it MIGHT be okay.  All juniors and seniors.. surprise, surprise.  -_-  SO yeah.. I wonder if we can use the old reader.  Hmm.. I should email the professor.  We have to be able to take derivatives and integrals.. darnn.. hahah.  At least I can do that now.  BUT.. I have NO idea what Mat Lab is.  Darn... gotta ask Sam...

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Walked and talked with Nghia after class.  He told me that Chung told him I was supposed to hang out with him yesterday, but I never called him back.  Nghia said I was turning into a jerk.. and I think I am.  I feel bad now.  >.<!~  I called Chung, and he asked if I wanted to go eat at Olive Garden at 5 with his friends -- Nghia was gonna go too.  I said I didn't know 'cause I wanted to go to the gym after Chinese class.

CHIN11
Chinese seems pretty okay.  It would be one of my easier classes.. but right now I have 21 units... so I dunno if I should keep it or not.  I better decide soon, 'cause I need to buy the BOOKS and CDs if I'm gonna stay!  We have to bring our textbooks everyday for class and I have class tomorrow too!  Everyday of the week.. darnn.  :(

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Walked ALL THE WAY to my car.. then went to the gym.  Took forever to drive there, but I got there eventually.  Worked out for a lil bit.. then went home.


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-09-24 20:38
Subject:TODAY
Security:Public
Mood: confused

Today, woke up, ate, and went to work.  Started doing a new LEED credit.  Just read up on the book, then tried to get started.  I think Devin was kinda mad-ish 'cause when he asked how I was doing on the credit, I told him what I had done so far, then he told him to look at the PDFs he sent on me on the HVAC systems and to do those first.  -_-

I left early - around 11:45 and called Kevin.  I went over to his house -- or at least tried to! hahaha.  I ended up going to the right area, but I couldn't figure out where it was.  I kept going round and round, but couldn't find it.  Finally I ended up calling Kevin.. got lost again..called ONE more time.. then finally got to his house.  He came out then we were off to my house.  We started off by watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.  <3

After the movie, we were just watching TV.  He wanted a tour of the house, but I tried to stop him.. hahah.. but then finally I just showed him around.  When we were done, we went back to watching TV.  He was flipping thru channels, then finally came upon The Invasion.  We missed the first 15 mins, but I wanted to watch it... so we did.  It was almost 4:30, so then we left.  He drove us close to his house.. then he decided to go to Lonely Park.. so we could wait out the traffic before I had to drive home.  We went to lonely park.  At first I went on the slide, then he wanted to watch the kids practice football.  So then I went over to him.. and then sat a lil away from him to lay down.  Later I got up and started watching the kids with him. hahah.  I thought it was pretty nice.  :]  After the kids were done practicing, he drove near his house and parked at the curb.  We were just listening to music and talking.  I gave him a massage, which was the BEST in my opinion.. hahah.. then he TRIED to give me one.  Keyword: TRIED.  -_-  At the end, he laid down in my lap and he was just resting his eyes while I was playing with his hair.

Around 6, he drove to his house.  We hugged and then he left.

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We "flirted"..a lot.. I think.  I dunno.  I have no idea how he feels and I feel confused sometimes.  During the movie, he was laying down and most of the time, I was kinda leaning on top of him.  I really like being with him -- but I don't think I wanna be with him again.  I mean.. I just can't really trust him being my boyfriend again.  It really hurts.  If he wasn't happy with me before, what makes him think he can be happy again?  Plus, the fact that he fell for another girl proves I wasn't good enough.

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Date:2008-09-22 16:06
Subject:UCSD All Campus Dance 2008
Security:Public
Mood: sore

Last night was the UCSD All Campus Dance.

Got to school and met up with Cathy and Anh.  I called Vanessa, but she was gonna go to her friends' dorm first before she came.  During the dance, I checked my phone and saw that she called a few times.  I called her back, but I couldn't hear anything!  :(  darnn.. so yeah.. since it was super loud, I dunno if she picked up or if it went to her voice mail.. -_-  So yeah.. Vanessa didn't meet up with us.  =/

In the beginning, no one was dancing.  Everyone just created a circle and random people would go in and show off their "skills". hahah. Teng went up and of course, started breakdancing. hahah.  Then to get the crowd to dance, Anh and Teng went in to dance, then Anh pulled someone in to dance.  Then everyone finally went in to dance. hahah.  So yeah..  umm.. Anh kept pulling over guys and telling them to dance with me and Cathy. hahah.. SO yeah.. danced with a few guys.. then I was dancing by myself ( which was preferred! hahah.  XP )  So yeah.. uMm.. a few guys just randomly came up to me -- so I just danced with them. hahah.. There was this one time where this guy was behind me, and tried to dance with me.. so I gave Cathy the look ('cause he seemed kinda creepy), and she kinda "moved" me.. so he wouldn't be behind me anymore. hahah.  Umm..so....just danced and stuff. hahah.

Near the end, this guy who kinda in our "group" the majority of the time, just started dancing with me.  I didn't reallly wanna dance with him 'cause he seemed kinda weird, but I just did.  So like.. I thought he was gonna stop after one song.. but he kept going.. so I danced with him a lil more and then slowly slid awayyyyy from him.. and yeah.

All and all, I had an okay time.  All the guys I danced with, I can't even remember their faces.. not that I even looked at them. hahah.  Most of them, I didn't even care to look who it was.  Oh well..

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This kinda reminded me of RO BALL 2005 (when I didn't have a date). hahah:
I just looked back at my entries, and it seems like I never wrote about it..

So... I didn't have a date -- so I just went with Cathy, Panyia, and Edna.  So yeah... from what I can remember.  I had my escort/2nd attendant dance with Teng.  After the song was over, Edna came over to me.. and started "teaching" me how to dance. hahah.  Umm.. then I danced with Teng for a lil bit.. and then I went over with Cathy and stuff.  Later, I just went to sit down 'cause I was tired and didn't wanna dance anymore.  This was the day I officially got over Teng.  In the begininng he was dancing with Victoria, which caught my attention a few times.  After that, I knew I had to move on.  It seems so easy to say, but almost a year later, I officially got over him in ONE night.  Strange, but true.  A huge part of me moving on was the chat we had a few days before the dance...

So yeah.. Umm.. sat down for a bit.  I remember dancing with Ger (even tho I didn't really want to).  I think I danced with him for a while.. then later Gary asked me to dance.  I didn't wanna dance with him 'cause I knew he liked me -- plus.. it would be too awkward!  So I said NO.  -_-  I felt bad 'cause he kept asking me, but I kept rejecting him.  Darnn persistant guys.  Then later Joey asked me to dance.  I thought he was pretty cute, so I said sure. hahaha.  So we danced for a few songs.. then Edna found me and then we just started dancing.  Umm.. later went to sit back down...  Daniel said he gonna leave -- he wanted a hug.. but I just said BYE.  A few weeks back, he asked if he could be my escort, I told him if I didn't find one.  That's when I was backed into a corner, and asked Teng.

Anyways.. near the end, Teng came over and asked me to dance.  He promised me he would save me the last dance, and he kept his promise.  It was the last slow song.  After our dance, he had to leave.  He hugged me goodbye and said that I looked beautiful.  I said "you too".. not exactly the right choice of words. hahah.  So I corrected myself and added on "you look HOT". haahah.  XD

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Still sore from last night. -_-



-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-09-18 21:49
Subject:UPDATE
Security:Public
Mood: dorky

Helen's going back to SLO tomorrow.  :"(  I'm superrrrrrr sad.  ;_;  darnn.  She starts school on Monday. buuu~ >.<!~

WORK:
Work is going pretty okay so far.  Last week when I was making copies of the PM Manual I "broke" the copy machine.  darnnn.  One of the guys from Building C had to come over and fix it.  AND.. to top it all off, I "broke" the electric hole puncher.  Pam had to come over and fix it.  WOW.. all in the same day!  I'm a miracle worker breaker.  -_-

SO yeah... uMm....so.. this week when I was helping out Joan, I had to make copies of contracts and stuff.  Another bad encounter with the copy machine.  My paper got stuck, so I pulled it out and it ripped!!  So then I tried to pull out the remains... and it ripped again!!!  OMG!  It was sooo bad,  I tried to get the corner piece out, but my fingers wouldn't fit in the slot. :(  Then.. I got a brilliant idea!  I got out a blank paper and put it in the feeder, and when it copied.. I got the corner piece out.  :]  So then... I gathered all the pieces, used my arts and craft skills, AND taped the pieces together.  The worse part is..  it was the original contract!  How horrible.  -_-

Mark, Billy, and Devin hired a new guy.  Either I wasn't good enough OR they're trying to get someone new to learn the "trade" so when they all graduate it can be just me and the new guy to take over and hire new interns.

So... I never had to really go ask my boss' for work.. I just have to walk around the office and the project managers will pull me over and assign me something -- especially JR.  darnn.  >.<!~  I was just walking to the CANDY JAR too.  I learned my lesson.. sweets are bad for you!  >.<!~

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It's Panyia's going away dinner today at Lolitas (?).  hahaha.  It's a Mexican place -- too bad I don't really like Mexican food.  Oh well.. me and HELEN will go support her anyways. hahaha.

Tomorrrow Linh's gonna take Anthony to Legoland for his birthday.  I'm probably just gonna go to the dinner --  no money. -.-

Vanessa said she would go with me to the all campus dance. hahah.  XD  Too bad Helen won't be here to go.  darnn.  :(

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ME and HELEN requested TOKIO HOTEL this morning on 933 - Flush the Format Friday.  Too bad they just played 90's music the whole time!  They didn't even play our songs.  I guess "allrighty" and "ok.. have a great day" means nothing nowadays.  -_-


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-09-13 21:09
Subject:Documenting my life...
Security:Public
Mood: worried

I got my grade on Thursday and I was shocked - in a good way. hahaha.

Math20C - A


Current GPA: 3.295

I got my very first card a few days ago (under HELEN's name). hahaha.  I got super excited and decided to go to the bookstore and buy a book with my NEW CARD. hahaha.  I only bought my physics book.. then came home and bought my math book online.  Today my dad got the mail, AND.. I got a card!!!!!!  It was under my own name.  Helen applied for me, but I never got an email or anything back saying I was approved, so I was shocked I actually got one.  Time to build my credit.  XD

Helen helped plan out my future.  Right now my plan is to take SE125 in the fall.  I'm gonna go to the first class and add it.. then on Friday when I go to Friday's math lecture, I'm gonna see whether we're allowed to go to a different section.. so yeah.. that will determine whether or not I will take Chinese.  -_-  So complicated.

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Creep guy asked me out on a date, "nothing creepy"... that makes it sound superrrrr creepy.  -_-   I told him I wasn't interested.  He was like, "Aww.. you got my hopes up with the suspense".. 'cause it kinda took me a while to answer.  So yeah.. after I said no, he asked if we could just eat lunch as friends.. but I didn't answer.  He's such a creep!  >.<!~

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Work was pretty okay this week.  The team hired a new guy Victor.  They told me it was between me and him the first time around, but since we're gonna be back in school soon, we needed another intern, so that's where Victor comes in.

FOOD.FOOD.FOOD

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I'm pretty worried about Kevin.  :(  I really hope he feels better.

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"to me you'll be forever sacred"  <3

Time to go eat an orange!  :]


-TIF's FUNNY

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Date:2008-09-08 23:48
Subject:TODAY...
Security:Public
Mood: tired

Today, woke up, got ready, ate, slacked off, then went to work. buu~ >.<!~  SO yeah.. umm... went in, got settled, then Devin asked me to help with Dave W's project.  We had to work on CAD and look at plans to see where the proposed PV locations would be.  I worked on that the whole time.  At the end, I finished the Price Center Expansion and Engineering Building Unit 2.  I did the titlesheet, and then left.  I changed into the gym clothes in my car.  =X  -_-.. then went to Rimac.  Worked out for a lil bit.  Saw this girl who was in my math class.. she said HI and just asked about the final.  Worked out, got my stuff AND as I was leaving, I saw my math prof.  He was like, "how'd you do on the final?".. I was like, "I dunno.. how DID I do?".. hahah.. then he talked about exercising and how he feels guilty if he doesn't... and yeah.. hahah.  Went home afterwards and pigged out.

I forgot my phone at home today, how lame.  -_-

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So yesterday, went to PetSmart with HELEN, Steven, and my dad.  We bought four KOI fish and one other small fish (my brother wanted it).  The lady charged the wrong fish for the KOI fish.. she accidentally charged them as Algae Eaters.. hahaha.. so yeah.. we got them for half price --shhh.  =X  Long story short -- at night, Steven went to the fish tank to look at his fish and found that it had no tail!!! The bigger fish (we assumed) ate it.  -_-  It could barely swim. :(  How saddddd.  =/

This morning -- the fish was eaten a bit more and dead.  >.<!~  My mom came home and took it out later.....it was more than half gone!  Only the head remained.  The inside/stomach was all eaten and bare.  eeksss!  >.<!~  Fish-cannibals!

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VMA's seemed a bit small this year.  :(  It was still okay tho.  TOKIO HOTEL won BEST NEW ARTIST!!!  YAY!~  :]

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Darnn.. work tomorrow.  -_-

HmMM.. all campus dance?  I wanna go.  :]  So.. I was thinking today -- I've been rejected TWICE by the only two guys I fell for.  How lame.  I wonder why it's so~ hard for me to get over someone when the other person seems to do it with such ease.  I wanna be with someone I really care about and trust, but at the same time who cares about me WAYY MORE than I do about him.  I know it sounds bad, but maybe it's the only way I won't get hurt.  With Teng, he was the only who went after me, but ended up breaking up with me.  With Kevin, I went after him -- he broke up with me.  What a suckyy trend, but how to change it?



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Date:2008-09-06 12:53
Subject:Math20C Final
Security:Public
Mood: hot

Today I woke up at 530, got ready, and went off to school.  Waited.. then helped Nghia with math for a bit, then went inside the class and waited.  The professor handed out the finals.  Long story short -- I was staring at my paper for a great deal of time AND super confused on some problems!  :(  I wanted an A in the class -- hopefully I get at least a B.  I did some mad crazy studying and I went psycho a few times.  -_-  Helen was there to witness it all! hahah.. darnn.  >.<!~

Alex and Stephanie's Wedding 20080830
Helen and I woke up, got ready, and ate.  I made Helen look superrrrrr pretty [[ more than she already is.  =O ]]  So yeah.. we were off to LA.  We were there early.  My dad called Michael and he said he wasn't even there yet, but he was the one who told us to come early!  -_-  So yeah... met some relatives from Canada.. haha.

Steven and I helped put up the sign for the Tea Ceremony and Helen filled up water.  I guess we were really helpful? 'cause Lillian gave us all a $5 giftcard to Starbucks.  :]  So yeah... just talked to people and took pictures.  XP  Then, it was time for the Tea Ceremony.  Stephen called people up and all our family went up and drank the tea and gave the couple red envelopes and jewelry.  So yeah.....umm.. after that there was a break.  Me and Helen went around and took pictures.  I think the professional camera people were getting kinda mad at us.. we tried to stay outta their way tho!  =X  Ate a sandwich, grapes, and waited some more.

It was 415-ish and people started to sit down and wait for the wedding.  We waited and baked in the sun.  >.<!~  buuu~  hotness!  "I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby". hahahah.  XP  So yeah.... it was supposed to start at 430, but it actually started about 20 mins late.  Bride and groom are rebels! hahaha. XP

So yeah.....that lasted an hour.  After that, there was some food/snacks.  So yeah... ate and waited at the table.  We were kinda at the mid-corner.. the view sucked.  >.<!~  We sat with our Canadian family. hahah.  XP

The reception finally started.  They were talking.. waiters/waitresses poured champagne and apple cider for everyone.  So yeah.. too bad that was on the only cup we got the whole night!  >.<!~  There was a lion dance.. hahah.. Uncle Sen was funnyyyy.  I tried recording it, but I missed more than half!  How sad.  :(

Finally there was food.  First we had salad, then we had steak.  It wasn't that great.  -_- AND!  To top it all off, no desert.  :(  There was a slideshow of the couple, then their first dance.  Then it was the cutting of the cake.  Me, Helen, Stephen, and Duncan went out on the dance floor and "got our grooves on".  ;]  SO yeah.. uMM.. Steven didn't join us.  -_-  We went back and ate cake.  We left around 1030.

** They had fish as one of the centerpiece.. unfortunately they didn't last the whole night.  :(  We wanted to take them home too!  =/

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Labor Day 20080901
Woke up, got ready.  We all went over to Michael's house.  Hung out there for a while, then went to Lucky Star.  SO~ much gas to go up to Scripps and then back down to our area.  -_- hahah.. so yeah.  We all ate and talked.  After we finished, we went back to our house.  We had to bring down more chairs for everyone to sit in. hahah.  SO yeah.. everyone was just sitting, talking, and watching tv.  Then Stephen said he wanted an external hard drive.. he was using my laptop to look for some.. and looking at newspapers (courtesy of our neighbors). hahah.  So yeah, after much research he decided on one.  I drove Stephen, Duncan, Steven, and Helen to Frys.  It took him forever to decided.. but once he did, we went to the line.  It was superrrrrrrrr huge.. so he decided not to buy it.

We went to Starbucks.. got some drinks, then went back to my place.  Once we got home, everyone decided it was time to eat.  The WHOLE family went out to Soup Plantation.  Just ate and talked.  :]


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Tokio Hotel <3

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Gotta go to work on Monday.  I'm sad.  :(  I don't have my parking permit yet, so I gotta figure out the OFF-OFF campus parking and shuttle stops until I get my permit.  -_-

San Diego = HOT!  >.<!~




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